Why am I stil awake at 1am?

Okay it's Thursday 11/1 and I officially changed classes today. All my homework due for the day was posted during free time at work ... yet here I sit in front of my keyboard once again when I should be in bed asleep. Maybe I've just gotten use to staying up till 1 or 2am and getting up to go to work at 6. If that's the case this will be a habit I break soon. Jen and I crawled in bed together last night for the first time in weeks and I didn't move from 10:30 'till about 3, then I just pulled up the blanket cause I was freezing and was out again till Jen's alarm went off at 5:30. That's probably the most I've slept since my last 'mental health day' about three weeks ago. I tried the same schedule tonight but after a half hour nap couldn't lay there any more so I came to the office to do a little proof reading on my 'project' ... it's now almost 1am and I'm still wide awake.

At least time changes this weekend so I can get my hour of sleep back!

Jen says she's 'concerned' about me ... I'm not sure what that means. I asked but didn't really get a response I understood. I think it's because of all the mixed emotions I have since contacting Jack again. She said something about my mood bouncing from happy one minute to sad the next ... I can't help it. I'm happy he responded to my letter and excited that I may finally get to see him again ... but sad all at the same time. Then there are those pesky nerves getting in the way. I know I don't have much to be nervous about, he's told me more than once he would like to see me again. The man gave me his cell number and told me to call the next time I was in town ... maybe he did miss me a little over the years. I guess I should just try to figure out what I need to ask him, I have one question already but there's probably more, and see what comes of our meeting.

4th draft printed and in review ... Jen and I both have separate copies to edit this time ... she's looking for missing information, misspellings, extra or missing words, and anything that doesn't seem to fit the timeline. I, on the other hand, am looking more at sentence structure, grammar, and things that 'just don't sound right' ... hopefully I'm not missing much info and can get away with one more proof copy before I submit it online ... might have copies of it by Christmas.