So much to do so little time!

Imagine my surprise when I typed my name into Google and landed smack dab on an ex-girlfriends page of Q&A. Apparently I was not only a friend she lost to something other than death, but I was also her first love. Can that be right? I'm not sure what we had could be classified as love; infatuation sure, but love? I guess it was different for her than it was for me, must have been if I was her first love. Our relationship was difficult at best. I was so happy to have someone pay attention to me, and validate my feelings toward women, that I guess I didn't realize what I was feeling was far from what love should be. But then again I was only 17, what the hell did I know about love?

Interesting Libby, never thought I would ever find you on the net and certainly not with me listed as your first love. At least you admit that you fucked up, that's a start. Might be some sort of friendship possibilities there, I'll have to think about it and talk it over with Jen before we even attempt to go down that road again!